Sunday, October 15, 2006

Letter to My Better Whole

Why would I need my better half?

I mean all of me is standing right here. Rather it’s my left half, my right half, my top half, or my bottom half, my better half stands with my worse half, my worse half with my better half, and both my halves stand together. My halves form a whole; my whole has no divisions, so I ask again, “Why would I need my better half?”

I don’t. I need my better whole.

I need a whole person, complete with their own set of dreams and aspirations and not the thoughts of trying to piggy back off mine.

See, it’s ok to accept a half if you’re looking for completion, but I want completeness. I don’t’ want to complete her, she shall not complete me, for at our time of meeting we shall already be whole. And we’ll grow in our completeness, making each other better people, not just better halves.

My better whole will meet me halfway, matching what I bring to this table called life. In a battle of wits she’ll have her own arsenal of sarcasm and punch lines. She’ll complement my sharp tongue with her own array of rhetoric come backs and smart ass remarks.

She’ll be the fun house mirror reflection of me, having all my qualities in her own quantities and our marriage will be the birth of the next great power couple with a capital HNIC.

Beneath the layers of motivation, determination, aspiration, sexual temptation, and sensual sensation lays the 12 yr old version of us, having middle school’s version of fun, but laughing like grown folks do.

I mean, if I am to be THE, she will definitely be THEONE not to be easily outdone by the masses or cheated by societies classes. Challenging the norm, breaking the mold, surpassing expectations by more than 10 fold.

And still my left half next to my right half, my top half over my bottom half, my better half stands with my worse half, my worse half with my better half, and both my halves stand together. My halves form a whole; my whole has no divisions, so I ask again, “Why would I need my better half?”


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